The good and the.. not so good

Well, my first week of senior year is complete, with 30-something more to go, lol. Overall this week was nice and easy. I love my schedule and most of my classes. The things I'm most excited about this year are senior activities, cheerleading, and being on the newspaper staff. Some of you may be wondering why I'm excited about being on the newspaper staff but it's because Journalism (with concentration in Public Relations) is going to be my major next Fall. So I'm just excited to get a head start! I get my license Wednesday, so I'll be driving to school for the rest of the year. That's kind of exciting too. Mostly everything is going good except...

My boyfriend moved into his dorm room yesterday :( I wasn't there to say goodbye because he left while I was in school. That bothered me a lot but we talked as soon as I got out of school, and he told me about packing and how the dorm/campus was and all that. He's extremely excited, while I'm not. I tried to be happy for him but I cried after we hung up. I'm just afraid of how college might change us. Of course he told me not to worry and that everything will be just fine but words don't really work with me. I have to see it to believe it. So, I guess I just have to try to cope with things and wait and see how everything turns out. I just know it's going to be really hard for the both of us, and I'm gonna try to stay positive no matter what happens.